Rejoice in God and he will give you what your heart longs for.
That also remind me all I am going through and the fact I did not write here for such a long time anything about me, so lets set it right.
During the last month, I think it was October, I had so many things to figure out. Most likely because my school started and I, as a hardworking student, was learning not just at the school but also at home. We also started small groups again to replace the classical youth group meetings and we also started to have regular evening youth services to have the opportunity to spend time together as a group. Small groups are great thing not just because you have an opportunity to share more deeply about your life but also because you can adjust them to the group needs. The problem sometimes is when people start to have a feeling that we canceled the regular meetings so they have free time instead. Then there is a challenge for the leaders to explain the reality and the rule that you cannot change things acording to everybodies needs. As I have written earlier I am really happy to be part of this ministry and I was looking forward to the fresh start whole summer. Who would say it will take two months. But I believe God blessed us and it tought us a valuablelesseon not just girls but also us as leaders.
At the same time I have realized, how hard it is sometimes to combine all aspects of my life, when I do not to skip any neither scamp them. Even more when they are not at the same place but at four different places :D
Though I said yesterday that from the human perspective I do not have time to live my life, this morning I was reminded how God cares about me and really if I put Him to the first place and I will rejoice in Him (super abstract but so concrete and inevitable thing) He will give me all that my heart longs for. After all you know me well, I hate sitting at home doing nothing... and I can say with a clear concience, I do not even remember the last time I did that. So I am just looking forward to all interesting things that are prepared for me in the next months...
