So I have
read my last entries and was almost shocked by the gap I have created again! May
be it was due to the fact nothing really interesting was happening before Christmas. I went to my work every day and in
the afternoon I worked to be a student or attended/lead the small group. The change
came somewhere in the middle of the semester when I have recieved an e-mail informing
me I am supposed to move out at the begining of the January. The only problem
was I had no idea where I will go, how will I pay the rent and I had no time to
solve these things because the exam period was about to start and I needed to
pass two exams before the Christmas break. That is why I decided to postpone all
the worries for the later time and hope, it will end well. It is true the panic
attacks came quite regularly and when the came the only thing I was able to do
was calling upon God, telling Him:
" I know, You know about everything and You care about me, so You will solve my situation in the right time, the right way."
And it became reality. After two weeks of
uncertainty, studying for the exams and the exams themselves there was that
moment when I finally had time to deal with my situation. So I explored the
offer for my future apartment and it was quite simple. There were not a lot of
places I could afford so it was quite easy to decide. Well I just closed my
notebook with the simple: Tomorrow is also a day. The other day I had a great pleasure
to experience God’s awesome grace, because the offer with the unseen price and
location came to me, so without any past worries I could feel how God loves me
and cares about me with the knowledge that He really knows the best, how I am
doing and what I can afford. So the first day of the new year I moved to the
new flat. I am really curious how it will be there like. I am living with the
people I do not know at all what is great opportunity for me to be the light in
everything I am doing. So lets experience the new adventure…
